A letter from Sep 10th, 2021

heya, future! you made pie yesterday, which was amazing cus you baked one last year in the same date, too. it feels nostalgic how you still bake to keep your mind off of things and improve on this one. a deep sigh in me. i repeated my second year in college this academic year in a different program. i've been feeling out of it lately. TW i feel empty, and i want to d;e everyday despite not really attempting in doing it. there were a lot in my mind lately: how anxious i am with the upcoming academic year, how i feel like i lost a friend i made online despite the promises, how i'm unsure of the career i'm gonna take, how engaging in the real world is lowkey shaking me. i don't want my anxiety to get the best of me. i will fight it. but hey! i'm sure you started anew again! who knows, you might be in europe or canada now, and you got the life you manifested and worked hard for! daphne, i am super proud of you no matter what. you may not see it well but you have people who got your back. daphne, give yourself pats on your back, will ya? and don't forget to take care of your health. <3