A letter from Sep 10th, 2021

Dear Future Me, are you doing ok? because i'm not i feel like ******* myself whenever i'm alone are you still friends with rhonda? probably not i probably mess up in the future she'd probably hate me in a year or we'd just stop talking idk what about balloon gang? are you still friends with them? has ev bought you food yet? i wonder if you've studied in denmark what if you're in denmark right now? what if you're dead? do you have friends? are they good friends? i have so many questions for the future that i don't have answers to i wonder if rhonda would still be alive or not she said she wanted to die before the age of 20 i'm pretty sure anyway, if you are still in contact with rhonda do you hate her? because she just said "i bet in 5 yrs time u will hate me" i'm not sure why i like her so much she just makes me really happy i want to talk to her more but don't want to waste her time honestly, i probably wouldn't even read this i don't check my email