A letter from Sep 6th, 2021

Dear me 5 years later, You suck, you're a ******* disappointment, just a reminder this is me from your past self. I hate you just as much as you hate yourself. You should have just suffocated in that plastic bag, choked on the chord you tied around yourself 5 years ago. But I wonder... are you still alive at this time? Do you study well? Are you still certain of what you want, maybe but for me no, I'm ******* now, I hate it here, I choose but that doesn't mean I and the key word I chose it... Just like now, I wish I had the courage to **** myself, but I don't I'm still a piece of **** hanging on to that ******* life I live. I want my personality to be the same as now, I don't care what my parents feel about me, I don't care about the ones bounded by blood but more bounded by a bond or interaction ( if you know what I mean... Is Pov: You're a disappointment and Pov: you're a useless child still you favourite playlist? It's mine, but also Nothing is real, do you remember your SDP... you that ******* sucked, you still like to read *****? and GL? I don't know what you like anymore.... I still have dreams of going to Waseda University, maybe you are already there, maybe not, I don't ******* know...but anyways remember that you are not responsible for anyone, and make sure you get that CEO position HAHHHAHHAHHHAHHAhHHHHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH 再见！( you've been practicing right?)