A letter from Sep 6th, 2021

Dear Wendy, I never would’ve thought I’d turn out to be this insecure. Looking at myself brings disappointment, that feeling you get is so painful, where you feel your stomach drop and it’s like you feel your heart break. I just want to feel pretty everyday, It hurts so bad. You have no idea, being a teenager sucks. I feel like I failed myself, I’m doing everything and anything to feel pretty. I don’t like how I look, but i try my best. I’m only 13, i shouldn’t be feeling this way but it’s hard not to. Future me please tell me you got pretty, please please. I just want to be pretty.