A letter from Sep 2nd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Some days I struggle to get out of bed, some days I force myself into the shower, some days I sit at my desk for hours and do no study, some days I don’t eat anything, some days I lock myself in my room, some days I am so angry I hate everyone and everything, some days I cry until I run out of tears, some days I have had less than an hours sleep, some days I feel like my bones are made of lead, some days I think my best friends hate me, some days I feel like my chest will collapse, some days I am terrified to sleep