A letter from Sep 1st, 2021

Dear FutureMe, this is kinda cringe tbh but whatever. this isn't one of my many mental breakdows i've had beacause of Sharone. I know i've said that multiple times, but i seriously can't deal with her **** anymore. Anyways, the reason of me saying this is that, i know you're older right now, and if you're out of the house, please do not contact her. You can talk to her from time to time so you don't seem like the "bad guy", but make MUCH more time for your dad than her. She already knows you prefer him anyways. Anyhow, other than that i hope you're doing okay. If not, at least doing better. Times have been really hard these past few years, and i only just turned 14. I hope you did a good job with your brevet and/or bac if you already graduated. Focus on the important things in life, and remember how strong you always were. I hope Maher, Milann, Giana and Soraya are doing good. Listen, i really don't care if you lost contact with them, ESPECIALLY Maher and Soraya, go text them. Check up on them please. And don't say you'll do it later, cuz we both know you won't. It would make me so happy that you did. Anyways, i hope you finally got your septum pierced and more tattoos and stuff. I don't know where we live right now or anything but as long as your mental health is better, that's what's most important. As we speak, im on my laptop in my room because ******* Sharone took our phone but like listen, i very well understand that she "had to" take it like im not dumb and im mature so i get why she took it. Its just the way she does it. Like for example, i talked to my dad and even tho he gave me an answer that i didn't really like, i didn't say anything and we didn't get into a fight or whatever, we just talked and that's it, because he's mature and knows how to be a parent. But with HER, omg you legit can not talk. Like after saying two words the ***** is gonna start acting up like some 16 year old qui fait des caprices and who still lives under her parents' roof. Living alone here with her, and especially on this mf island, is living hell. And im 100% not being overdramatic. Like the worse part is, when **** like that happens she always tries being the victim and blah blah blah. Anyways, im not writing to you to rant, the point is, just don't feel bad or forget all that she did to you and put you trough. I know that at the end of the day you DID come our of her ******, but that's absolutely not a valid reason for the way she treats you. Never EVER forget that. And i couldn't care less if " she didn't do on purpose", or "she didn't know". She perfectly knew. And if she didn't and just isn't capable to take proper care of a kid, she should've ******* aborted me. Anywaysss, i hope you have a better life now and that ****'s going better for you. Nice talk fam, -your 14 year old self.