A letter from Sep 1st, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I know we're having trouble in these past few days like you were crying without knowing the constant reasons. Life is hard and we all know that, at alam mo naman siguro yung problema dito sa bahay di'ba? You're confused if it's true unlike before, when you already caught everything you believed it was absolutely true but because of changing situations, the way they treat you, your depression and anxiety reacts, it made you feels it wasn't true but it's actually true. Not only on this family problem but in everything. Now i know what anxiety and depression feels like, you slept tired and woke up as tired as last night was. Everything confuses you by the way they treat you and yes that would make you feel guilty of. I just want to say sorry for those decisions I've made that made you hurt but some of those are actually what make both of us happy:(( now we learned our lessons so i hope everything would be fine after 1 year with the same day. I know you're not feeling well tonight so relax your self and i hope you'll learn how to take care of your self and explore more about yourself. Thank you for being strong enough to turn everything upside down, thank you for understanding people that never understood you and your situation is even in your family and friends. They don't even have to know what's going on in your life, okay? That's you before, but not nowadays. No one would come to save you as your self does. Remember that, i love you. Hoping and wishing that someday you and your dad will reunited again. I know you missed him so much. I love you, please take care of yourself, futureMe. I'll wait for what you wished and hoped for your future. We'll get through this 💛