A letter from Aug 31st, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I hope you're doing well!! Do you have your own place? I know that when I read this I'm going to wish I could respond. I'm crying now. I cry a lot. How do things end with Michael? I just started dating him, and I can't imagine that we'll still be together in four years. I'm kind of over CJ now :). It'll be a while before I heal, but I've let go of a lot of the bitterness. John is gone too. My friendship with him wasn't worth the stress it put me through. I'm punished right now because I forgot to turn in an art assignment. It's been a few weeks of this, me losing my stuff because I don't turn in my work on time (even though I do it all on time). OH YEAH DUDE HOWS COVID GOING?! I'm going to get my second vaccine today. I hope I don't die before I can read this in the future. That would be sad. If I do die, hi mom :D. I hope someone sees this. I hope I still have this email too lmao. Do you still like the strokes? Right now, my favorite bands are electric light orchestra, the cure, the strokes. Jesus it's weird to think that I'm going to be someone I'm not currently. I hope we're still friends with Ela and Aneshka and Laura Mae, but that isn't likely. I hope I still have little baby man. I'm going to also email myself a google file with pictures of little baby man and how i'm living life. Toga night was two days ago!! I can't believe I'm a senior. This is my "on repeat" playlist https://open.spotify.com/playlist/21u3ueiiVnd3zjbn2JzXcG?si=f41dbbe76d4e4e79. I hope we get to see the strokes in concert. Carlotta, I just want you to know that I'm proud of you. No matter where you are, or who you are, I'm proud :)). We're going to grow up together!!! I hope we're happy. If not happy, I hope we're a good person. Stay happy, be positive. The universe is fair. I hope I can still play the baritone. I AM going to work to get my own baritone. My favorite youtubers are Mel Mercer, Dhar Mann, and Cody Ko. I'm listening to Hazy Shade of Winter. I hope my grades aren't as important in the future. I hope I'm not as anxious. HEY CARLOTTA GO EXERCISE haha. Are you a makeup artist? If not, you should invest some time into developing that as a hobby. Get some clay, **** around. Get some paint, have fun. Have fun and be a good person. I want to live a long and happy life, you gotta help me okay? I wonder how my goals have changed by then. Now I'm listening to angeleyes by abba. LOOK INTO HIS ANGELEYESSS ONE LOOK AND YOURE HYPNOTIZED i hope i can still hear. I'm old!! You're old 0-0. I hope I can get away from home. Hey btw ela says hi. I'm sitting next to Kadence and Cade and Ellie and Ava and Caden! Kadence is drawing two hands reaching for each other for our drawing mastery project. I;m listening to alien crime lord. future carlotta, i hope all is well :) and if it isn't, it can always get better! work hard, for my sake. I feel like i'm starting to be included :)) remember jami, mckenna, mike, michael, david alsobrooks, ela polsky, laura mae ferguson, josh young WOOHOO -Sunday, 8/29/2021