A letter from Aug 30th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Today was my first day of university. I don't think I've really accepted it yet. I came home, made banana bread, got high and explored the abandoned train station, ate banana bread. I don't really feel any different. I expected everything to feel different but it didn't really. Everyone seemed like someone I had met before and I didn't particularly connect with them. I will give it time. It's only the first day. I've been trying to make plans with Max and listening to the Arctic Monkeys on repeat for the last couple days. I'm so excited to meet him. I'm not sure where this is headed and it's so new and exciting. I look back on the past 2 years and I can conclusively say that I'm done with Daniel. Truly. I'm finally over it and it's just so weird to have that pressure off my mind that I don't know what to do with myself. I feel so untethered and I'm trying to figure out what I'm doing and I know that everyone else feels exactly the same way but I don't know how to help them because I don't know how to help myself. oh my life is changing every day in every possible way I'll figure it out. Everything will feel ok soon. It's only the first day. Love you