A letter from Aug 31st, 2021

Dear future me. This is literally not my thing but I just want a piece of my past self to remember in the next five years. How are you doing? Are you mentally stable now? Are you on your way to becoming a psychologist? Did you find out who you are? Can you now do public speaking and stuff? How's your self esteem? OH. HOW ABOUT BALUKBOK? YOU LOVE THEM SM. ARE YOU STILL FRIENDS WITH THEM??? I hope you still are. You know there's not a day where we don't doubt ourselves. Where we always feel like and want to be somebody but not ourselves. I hope you are fine, make me proud okay? HAHAHAHAHAHAA. I CAN'T LOVE MYSELF RIGHT NOW, AND I HOPE YOU CAN FINALLY DO IT NOW. Ah remember, where on a middle of pandemic right now? How are the things over there? Can you do face to face classess now? I hope you can! Are you still roleplaying? May jowa ka na ba? HAHAHAHAHAAHA. maybe wala pa knowing you, but hindi mo rin alam. may bago ka bang kaibigan? sino sino? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA. AY NANONOOD KA PA BANG ANIME? MAY STINASTAN KA PARING KPOP GROUPS? ANO NA HOBBIES MK???? KAMUSTA PALA SI MEI MEI? HEALTHY BA SIYA? PINAPAKAIN MO BA NG MATINO ANAK KO? KAMUSTA NA? MAY ANAK BA SIYA? KAMUSTA? ALAGAAN MO YAN AH. AY MAY BAHAY NA BA KAYO? MAY SARILING KWARTO KA NA? AHAHAHAHAHA. YON YONG PANGARAP MO LAGI DIBA??? ayos na ba relationship mo with your family? yong inner child mo? anyway, panay na ko tanong kwentuhan kita. naalala mo pa yong time na nagcutting ka nong grade 6 tapos pumunta kayo sa bahay ni maknae? kamusta na relationship mo with them? also naalala mo pa yong time na every exam napunta kayong chowqueen tapos natambay sa park? HAHAHAHAAHA. nakakamiss no? pero di namin yon magawa since may pandemic. tapos pala nagbabasa akong eleceed ngayon. kamusta si jiwoo? anong nangyari sakaniya? nagend na ba yong eleceed? nagbabasa ka paring bl? ano favorite mooooo? favorite ko ngayon is here u are, king's maker tapos heesu in class 2. SHOUNEN AI THE BEST. PQKXEKXJDJDJD. ayon lang. anyway, future me. reminder if buhay ka pa man. lol. JOKE LANG DON'T DIE YONG ANAK MO KAWAWA. SI MEI? REMEMBER? AHAHAHAHAJAHAHA. whatever you turn out i'm still proud of you, kasi you're alive. i hope you're happy and work on being happy. mamamatay ka na nga lang, mamamatay ka pang malungkot? wag ganon. HAHAHAAHAHHA. /J ayon lang. don't worry about anything else focus on making yourself happy and rich. okay? good. bye nowwwww!!! send your future you a message again okay? i just hope that you won't delete your email or forgot your password. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.