A letter from Aug 30th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hi Lady, it's me your old self. I'm 15 year old Ellaine. You're probably confused what's this and what it's all about, it's an app that can send a message to the future you or what so ever. 5 years in time, I see myself as a 20 year old lady who can defend herself without teary eyes, A lady who stand by herself and pursuing her passion and dreams. Your dream is to become a Psychologist. Yes, you want to be a Doctor! And I'm pretty sure that you will make it through, it's going to be hard though. Many people are saying you're not gonna make it because we're not financially stable. All you have was a scholarship and your father and mother who work hard for you and your siblings. I know that there's a lot of things going through but remember the times that you've break down and times that you are smiling, the times you beg god to take you, times you beg for someones attention and care. Marami nang magbabago, Marami na ang aalis at lalayo sayo, Marami na ang manghuhusga sayo. Pero lagi mo sana tandaan na lahat ng pinagdaanan mo noong bata ka pa naging practice ground mo yon to be a better person, At ngayong malaki kana wag na wag mong kakalimutan yung mga taong kinamusta ka at tumulong sayo noong panahong walang wala ka na. Lagi kang mag pray and mag ingat sa lahat ng bagay na maaaring mangyari. Siguro nag flash back sayo yung past 'no? and you're smiling kasi nalagpasan mo lahat ng akala mo hindi mo kakayanin. Sana, masaya ka ngayon. Masaya ka sa mga ginagawa mo at kung ano man ang estado mo ngayon. Soon, maibabalik mo rin lahat ng sacrifices ng parents mo para sayo. Yung lahat kayo nagkakape nalang sa malaki at magandang bahay na plano mo para sa pamilya, and malay mo in gods perfect time ikaw naman ang mabilhan mo ng bahay? Claim it. To be successful cutie. Always pray, God bless you. Iloveyou future self, and I hope you're happy where you are and on what you're doing. PADAYON LENG! ❤️ -chabengbeng ni papa and leleng ni mama. <3