A letter from Aug 30th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, how have you been? I hope you're doing fine. It's been 5 years... and i hope you're at least helping mamang to take care of herself. While i am writing this, I'm on the rock bottom of my life right now and i am stressing out about the modules that i need to answer because the due date is near. I know that you're on a good health right now and maybe you're stressing A LOT on how to pass your exam or whatnots and any other problems that u tryna solve. But i just want to remind you your favorite quote from your younger self. "You must mourn the loss of your younger self, the person who has gotten you this far but who is no longer equipped to carry you onward." And it's true. I can't carry you onward from that time on. You're a big girl now and you're brave, and I'm SO SO proud of you because you've gotten this far. Your tears, your headaches, your tiredness are worth it and i know that you're in a place right now where you found your soul in peace. And maybe you have already a significant other or maybe not? well your younger self don't want to get married and have babies but who knows... Maybe you already changed your mind? If it changed then who's the lucky man? I hope he's not like your father. I hope you chose him not because u only love each other but because you found peace in him. And he's taking care of you the way you deserve to get taken care of. Mamang must have been so proud of you and our family, no? Anyway, how's Lola Josie? Lola Nene? Tita Jenny and Lolo Nitoy? I hope they're doing fine as well. I hope they're still as healthy as ever. :)) Anyways, your younger self wants you to become a lawyer and if you finished your college and now you have a degree, can you pls do me a favor? If you still want to become a lawyer, I hope you'll pursue it, NO MATTER WHAT. I hope you'll fight for it coz it's your childhood dream. :)) I know it's hard but i have trust in you. And I'm so proud of u, i already told u about it and I will never get tired of saying how much I'm proud of you. You deserve all the happiness and the good lucks in life Trisha. Your younger self cannot carry you onward but I will always ALWAYS be in your memory. Don't miss me too much, even if you're sad right now or happy or you just received it while working on your job, always remember that don't wish to turn back time because your time right now is precious... The last thing i would like to say is be happy and be brave. Love yourself more. Please be kind to yourself. Please don't give up. No matter what hiderances are on your way or how stiff your journey is. 🤍