A letter from Aug 30th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I know you are struggling now because of many reasons like your acads, family problem, having friends. I know you are sad right now because I don't know what to do to become better and feel like I am okay. It is okay to take rest but I promise to myself that I will never give up to my dreams that someday I will become a CPA Accountant and I will build our own house and I will give it to mama, I promise to you self that someday mama will not go to other country just to work. I know it will not be easy for myself because there's a lot of challeges are waiting for me but I will do my best to become a successful woman someday! I just need to trust myself : ) I hope 5 years from now I already graduate the college. Today, I am just grade 11 student that having a hard time because of this pandemic. I hope that someday I can move on to let go the people in my past. You are not good in english for now but I know to myself that I can learn that. I'm sorry for myself because of the mistakes I've done : ( You know that you already regret all of that. I just hope that all the mistakes I've done will not repeat itself. I know to myself how hard our families situation right now, how hopeless I am as a daughter because I can't work. For me, Maybe I have a hard time with my family and acads but always remember that there's no permanent in this world, Just be consistent on what I am doing good. Maybe I am now in pain or sadness but it will change someday that I will be the happiest girl. I hope all my dreams, prayers, hardwork and patience will be answer and paid off by God. Maybe I don't know and see now what His plans for me but I always trust His process. To my future self I hope you are now okay and better of yourself, I hope you are doing good and your dreams are starting to become a reality. Thank you to myself now for being strong. Always remember that if your friends left you now but my family and God will never do that to you. Always do the good thing self. Just be yourself and your future self will thank you for that.