A letter from Aug 29th, 2021

Dear Rach, You know what..i just posted a letter to reach you in 5 or 6 years. but it was all about my frustrations of the past week. i just wanted to tell you..don't get depressed because of all that. As u know, you are a very emotional person. at least you were. Your emotions were all intense. That is probably why it is difficult for you to let go. I know you hate goodbyes. I hope you are better than me now. We've had a difficult year. We lost our uncle to Covid 19. You delt with your loss by NOT DEALING with it atall. You did go home for the ceremony but you hardly spent time in that house. Even today when you think of him...your mind is not at peace. There were so many things you could've told him..thanked him..shown your love...he would have been so happy. As I am writing this letter, my tears broke the boundaries i'd set for them. Regret is one of the strongest emotions. I hope you've realized it now. Give time to your loved ones. Show them your love. Every other problem has a solution. I dont want you to live your life in regret. You are a strong woman. I am happy and proud of the person you are turning into. Just dont leave space for regret in your life. You are a little messed up know..but I know you'll get in track soon. Funny how this letter also turned a little depressing..i hope you are happy now. I hope you've completed your PhD by now. Focus on what makes you happy. Love, Confused Rach from the past.