A letter from Aug 27th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hey. Look at us, Turning eighteen next month. When you get this you'll be what... Almost 23? We're Having multiple mental breakdowns because we're not ready for adulthood. Tell me. Are things as ****** as I think they are..? Were we ever diagnosed with Tourettes, PTSD and OSDD/DID like we are in the process of receiving right now? What about our career? I know we probably aren't out of school yet if we chose to continue to Grad school... Are we an archaeologist or a history teacher like we always wanted? How is Connor..? They didn't leave us too, did they? It feels like he's the only one who really ever cared enough to keep a bond with us. And Nana and Papa? Are we able to provide for them? Not that they'll really need it, they've always been tough folk. I hope they're doing good. They better be okay. I know Nana's been getting a lot of cancer but she's been handling **** like a champ. Sure she makes herself sick with worry, but none of the cancer has been bad enough to where there were any immediate health risks. Nor has it ever spread before. Did Nana force us to get a dog like she's always on about? I know we probably don't want one. We kinda prefer cats. While dogs are loveable we dont want to have to deal with that. How is Mom. Is she still mooching off Nana and Papa or is she finally getting stuff for herself. I don't like her at all. We may have SOME stuff in common, like spirituality, but she has never been a mother to me. She beat us. Lied to us. Traumatized us. And she still has the nerve to try and pretend like it was because she "Didn't want us to end up like her." Is Uncle Sam in jail yet? I ******* hope so. We don't need a man like him in the police force. Does mom know what he did? Does anyone else know? Did you come forward and talk about what he did to us? You better have. It's been ten years and I'm getting tired of keeping it in. **** Uncle Sam. Anyway. How's Rae? We still together or have things ended? They probably ended. I feel like it's been coming for a little bit, after our three year anniversary I became a lot more reclusive so I haven't been talking to her as much and things sometimes feel... Strained... Did we fix that? I hope she's okay. Speaking of Rae. Have we come out as Pansexual and Genderfluid to everyone yet???? If you've been bottling **** up like you usually do I will kick your *** /j I should go. AAHistory should be starting up again soon, I think. -Larissa.