A letter from Aug 27th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, **** you. even right now you're trying to salvage something. Cling to any ******* shred of respect for yourself that you can possibly have. Your ******* self defense mechanism is so kicked into twelfe gear that it is acitvely prohibiting me from talking to you.  You just want to be cool dont you, You little **** You little **** Whats with the spaces, even now you CANT ******* HELP BUT BE TRAPPED WITH YOURSELFEVERYTHINGS A ******* STORY TO YOU, EVERYTHING A ******* JOKE AND A SETUP AND EVEN NOW I CAN'T ******* ESCAPE IT I JUST WANT TO ******* DIE I guess I should ******* say what I came here to say. Have you ever looked around the room and all you could do was translate everything you saw into a method of ******* yourself There You happy Your ******* self important pretentious ***, you just want to cry don't you.  what the **** are you like developing a schizerphernic persona right now? just someone to bash your ******* brains out from the inside im scared.