A letter from Aug 27th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Currently in semester 5 Bought shoppe wardah, and baju zanzea... Yesterday three people talked about marriage, expectation, and true love. That I know they dont exist Right now I just wanna focus more on myself. i start finishing alquran. Nine more juzuk to go. Improve solat. My weight is still overweight and obese. No matter how little how much i struggle to diet. Less sugar intake. My hair's getting longer. I know how to wear makeup and do my eye shadow. Slowly im learning. I love making videos on tiktok. I love looking back this sem. My everyday routine. My lazy days. My ears listen to new songs every week. Changing my genres. My mouth now speaks the truth and always rmember Him. Sedekah and wakaf to Masjid around malaysia. My hands often give ppl food and treat my dearest friends with hopes that it will improve n dekatkan ukhuwah and Allah akan murahkan lagi rezeki kita semua. My period pain sometimes getting worse. My back ache. And i exercise for period pain relief. It wud feel better then. My legs. My feet. I walked thru many places. But cuz of corona. I cudnt travel. Supposedly going to vacay in Ipoh rn but Allah knows better. My heart still loves the best of me. I think of the 🌒 and 🌟 during the nights. And i am no longer thinking of you. I have moved on. Now I decide maybe I will be a bachelor until I die 😜... 27/8/2021...