A letter from Aug 26th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, trigger alert, happy 26 yeas old, I hope you are doing well, and I really hope you are living by yourself (although right now we don't actually believe it will happen this soon). I really wanted to have a good writing, but I'll make this work... I'm listening to my liked music in Spotify while writing this so I'll be using (Song: Name of song or artist) to notify songs that im listening and I think at worthy mentioning. Our best friend right now, Bia (Beatriz Faria), just told me about this site while I was coming home from work at EMEF Mário Scho(e)nberg, while I was listening to a Mix of Emicida, Maneskin, Whitney, Britney, and Admirável Gado Novo, since Filhos da grávida de Taubaté just announced their ending. Also, today I watched the semi-finale of RuPaul's Drag Race All Stars 6 and I'm mad Trinity went home over Eureka, and also that Silky went home over Eureka. I really would be happy with any ending except Eureka winning. And more, today the rumors that Xuxa is hosting RPDR Brazil came out and it disgusted me just to think of it. I have my Nintendo Switch for almost a Year now and I just got Animal Crossing for 300 Reais, making this to be my first month with low money, like i ****** up really hard with Franco's wedding's expenses. (Song: Criolo). I also still fell my elbow for crashing my motorcycle one month ago while literally taking it out of the store. I havent ride it again yet (I hope i do this on my first work vacation coming up on September 1st). (Song: Baco Exu do Blues). I just got to finally work at the office at Mário Schenberg and I'm excited but not really excited, I'm still mad that Sandra Navarro war rude about the teachers schedules. I just started acoustic guitar classes at work, did we get good at it? I really hope so. I just got my Michigan MET score and I totally nailed it, but it didn't feel like an accomplishment because it was too easy. I love going out to São Paulo with Arthur Arcsen, and I'm trying to reconnect with Milena. I got two classes next quad at UFABC, BIOQ and Advanced Linear Algebra 1, I'm not positive about this quad. I'll get the second dose of the coronavirus vaccine Pfizer (ta passada?). (Song: Refém (Bixarte)) Believe me or not im still moved when I think about Jhow (its been 4 years now, pathetic, get over it *****). I'm also kinda mad that Juliana from MasterChef 2021 (The one with log hair that i didn't like much) got eliminated after being betrayed by the mezanino. I just watched season 4 of the handmaid's tale, I didn't get the end. I'm really sad about my body, I'm very insecure, I'm not comfortable at my own house, and I see a moment in the past that I could have turned things around. I don't smoke weed for more than an year (bummer 👎) and I think it is triggering anxiety like never before. I still don't now how to roll a devil's cigarette. I'm growing my hair, did we get to be a gostosa cabeluda? Do we like to have ***? I think I'm into boys but *** was horrible. (Song: Olivia Rodrigo). (Gasoline and Dollar are R$5,50, Gas is R$100,00 #ForaBolsonaro #VivaoSUS). We have 575000 deaths on Brazil due to Coronavirus. Sometimes I think about Suicide. I have 3 piercings and the transversal one is inflamed as fvck. I also got three tattoos, the math, the hoenn badges and my favorite one, the Zelda breath of the wild sword. I have a whiteboard at my bedroom, and Luiz don't want me to have mom's bed instead of mine terrible one because it will lack space on the bedroom. Did we go to Italy, or Europe? I just got from the button shirts phase to the all black clothes phase. Did we go vegan? Did we work at Banco do Brasil or Tribunal de Justiça? I love Mom, and I really wish we could get along without having to avoid a part of myself, she's with Reginaldo now and I don't think it will last for too long. Dad is a jackass still, but he's getting better. Luiz is growing up to be a pain in the ***, he doesn't want to play pokemmo with me. RIP my Pokemons lost to forgotness. (SONG: GLORIA GROOVE). Did we become a fashioned person? Insonia vlogs, the channel that Ruviews RPDR is Big? They are 60000 subs now. (This was 777 words, cool). I really want to graduate college, but it is very hard. Sdds Piso vermelho (tá chatão já em Corona). Did we castrate a gata? I haven't talked to Victor in more than 3 years. I like Laura Emanuelly, and it is sad that she's got to live with dad. I feel like I'm going to forget to say something, so maybe there is an extension to this one. We are esquerdistas safados still?(Song: mandume (a parte do Rico Dalassan)) For now this is it. Hope you are what I'm expecting of you, because right now I don't see a bright future ahead of us.