Something to remember this self by:

Dear Me-5years-from-today, This is Sri from 2021. I'm barely two weeks from turning 18, from turning into an adult (BLEGHHHHH). The old HP laptop i'm using has a very broken 'S' key so this is getting a bit tedious to type it all. So life updates: Dad's still dead af. It's almost exactly 3months later since he passed away. Life's been a whirlwind. We went to VakilSearch yesterday and honestly? I'm thankful that I didn't take up commerce group. I miss him SO god**** much. I miss his jokes, his mannerisms, his everything. He would've given me the best advice in this situation. Everyday i dream of what would've been the situation if the tables were turned. Ultimately, it would've been devastating but i can't help but think about it. Neways...... i'm like 5 days away from starting college. I'm starting to think that SRM is a VERY expensive college to go to....... we'll see. Are you doing your PG? i hope you're in a god**** foreign country. Get your gf there and then break up and find a nice guy to settle with there. ik i AM a genius.???? try eating ALL the new and foreign foods u can!! i hope u gain a lot of nice new friends in srm. I know ur not talking to shreya anymore but reconnect with her??? she's genuinely very very cool. how's md, vki, prathi and magz. also it's been 4 days since u broke up with hk.... remember that guy? such a dumbass but hehe it was fun for the week it lasted. Also u just finished hotel del luna yesterday. I hope mithu and amma are fine. DONT get married before 26. I'll psychically **** you. If you decide to have a kid, name the kid after dad. also adopt one kid because i promise u, you will defo want ur 1st kid to have a sibling but sure as hell don't wanna go through ALL OF THAT again. Things you're currently obsessed with: -Willow Smith's new pop punk album -Holly Warbuton's art -Marvel but more specifically Chris Evans as Cap and Loki in general. -CrashCourse History -Makeup with LOTS of shimmer/glitter/highlights and fun colors for eyeshadows and liners. -Finding new pics for ur poster wall -Cooking food (i hope u have a made atleast one cake/pizza/doughnut/focaccia in the future). -Thinking about life if Nico Hiraga was your boyfriend -Pop music (how's bts, doja cat, megan thee stallion, mitski, charli xcx, caroline polachek, lady gaga doin in the future?) -Wanting to buy/repair that old camera to take ~vintage~ pics uhhhh idk what to write to u anymore. i hope ur the best version of ourselves. i hope ur always trying to be better than the day before. i hope your existence is the reason someone's pain goes from 100 to 99. i hope u marry nico hiraga. i hope that you've finally realised your true potential and have got tons of confidence to be comfortable in the body that u got. remember to donate a LOT to any cause u want. i hope there's no ww3. what's the newest tech over there like? is global warming done? wait a min.... are u still alive first? did the heating global temps get to you or was it the pollution or the politicians? i hope humanity has transitioned to cleaner energy. i hope time travel has been invented. wouldn't it be so cool if we lived on mars now? or sad?lmao idk. on that note, here's a list of predictions for life 5 years from now: -2010s tumblr grunge girl fashion is the trend and u HATE IT because time is a flat circle. -humanity has discovered new ways for energy and that fossil fuels lose credibility -supernatural/bts is trending on twitter or some other new hell-scape similar to it. -ai driven data theft has risen to new found levels -elon musk divorces grimes, starts a polycule with bill gates and jeff bezos and escapes earth before the apocalypse. -time travel or atleast strides to figure out time travel has been done. -biotech grows up to be the ai of 2020s -modi dies a horrible ***** and some silver spoon congress guy takes over (best case scenario. worst case is modi cyborg ruling over india/ "akhand bharat" long after he's dead by just replacing the body parts and ***** me for being a fruit) -you've gotten atleast one gf and one bf by this point. - hindi music/ indian music industry is now the equivalent of kpop and now anirudh has to do aegyo and repent for his sins aka any album after 2018. -mom's business skyrockets and thn u become a very successful popular baker. -pete davidson releases a rap album and is heralded as the next eminem or macklemore or whatever. -amish has still not released the next book in the scion of ikshvaku series -being *** is acceptable in india and yet karan johar still ruins lgbtq image -on the same note, balaji gets married -kamal and rajini fight in the politics arena yet they both fail hilariously. next they take their fights to the actual ring -you've bought the flat no 6 that's all i can do for now. i hope everything comes true and you're heralded as a the new age nostradamus and that madan gowri makes a video about you atleast every 3 months. or not. idk. good luck and i love you!!!!