A letter from Aug 24th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I know the problems I am facing now. maybe identity crisis or anxiety or maybe overthinking or career. I am sure I know it and that is also is a problem. I always think of hurting myself. physically or emotionally.though I didn't do anything. I also have a problem believing people. I cant share my problem with anyone which is also a problem. I always ask myself why I am alive, what I am doing in my life, will I be able to succeed in pursuing my career, calmness in life?it will be a lie if I say I didn't think of ending it. who knows if I send it future to myself it will also create a problem, will remind me of my old version, or give me the reminder that I am not changed at all.