A letter from Aug 23rd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Your 17th birthday is over boo :). Now it's time to go back to reality, your nightmare at the moment. When you were 15 you didnt even know what would happen in the future right? Yeah you didnt, didnt pay any mind to anything, didnt even give a **** about paying bills. For 15 years, you lived a life, you can ask for anything, you can grant any wishes and you will get them. 15 ******* beautiful years. Then when you were 16, after mom's birthday your life went crumbling down, like an atom crashed you to pieces. At first you were like oh yeah everythings gonna be fine, it will be okay and you will still live for good. A year has passed, 17th birthday almost there a moment youve been waiting for , little did you know your 17th birthday would feel like hell cause it's just getting worse not better. You still didnt know what to do at this moment and all you can do is pray. Here you were, your 17 years old self, in the car writing this note. Roaming the streets with jealousy in your eyes seeing some people living your old life and wondering " ah i used to live that life, when will i go back to my normal life again?". Yeah but here i am, you in the past, trying to survive this nightmare and praying that you wont suffer again in the future. I hope you have a great life in the future yeah? I believe you do, dont cry too much youre not suffering anymore, smile more laugh more but the real one not the fake one you used to have. Love you my future self Big love, Your 17 years old self