A letter from Aug 22nd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Diba you're supposed to feel comfortable when you're at home? Alam mo, I don't feel comfortable at all. This home terrifies me. Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero alam mo, sa kasalukuyang sinusulat ko to, ito yung pinaka worse. Na I don't feel comfortable in my own house. Gusto ko sana ng kausap, ng maiiyakan, yung may makikinig sakin. Pero alam mo naman diba, you have no one. You never really had someone na you could talk about your problems. Someone you could show your vulnerable side. But as I'm writing this, sana hindi ka na ganyan. Sana hindi ka na yung batang walang kayang gawin, yung duwag in almost everything. I badly want to witness your growth. How you differ from today and in the future. Sana you found your home na. Whether it's still your family or someone. I just really wish for your happiness. Sana naovercome mo na yung fear mo sa lahat ng bagay. And lastly, sana nakuha mo na yung "I just want a life" mo ngayon. You still have a long way to go. Kaya mo yan self! You know I believe in you.