A letter from Aug 22nd, 2021

Hey Boo, If you receive this letter habang magkasama pa din tayo. Then, congrats sa atin, malapit na tayo mag 5th year anniversary, 7 years na nung magkakilala tayo. I can't believe na makikilala kita noong intrams. Actually, hindi dapat ako pupunta noon dahil hindi ko naman trip saka wala akong gagawin. Buti na lang pumasok ako. Hindi ko alam bakit ako ung gusto mo noon, e. Minsan iniisip ko trip mo lang ako o kaya baka naman ganun ka lang talaga sa mga babae kaya ni reject ko na lang kahit ang totoo nag o-overthink ako kung totoo ka ba talaga sakin that time o pinagtatawanan lang ako, e. You're weird, silent pag tayong dalawa lang, annoying, di ako kayang bilhin ng mga bulaklak, mini cake, chocolates, stick-o, o kaya bagong sapatos o bola sa futsal kagaya nung mga past suitors at ka flirts ko, di ka naman gaano katangkaran, di ka naman ganoon ka sweet na mahilig sa cuddles o ano, magkaiba ang gusto natin sa future. Hindi ko nga alam ba't kita nagustuhan noon kasi sobrang taas ng standards ko sa lalake kahit sa mga nilalandi ko; Mahilig ako sa mga mayayaman na college student sa cavite, mahilig ako sa mga malalayong kayang makipag meet-up sakin para maramdaman ko ang effort nila kahit may pasok pa sila noon. I want someone who can treat me like a queen like Radleigh Riego to Zariyah. I want someone who can surprise me with the most sweetest efforts and make me feel like I'm theonly thing he needs like Deib to Maxpein. I want someone who can protect me like Supremo to Zein. I want someone who can buy me things and foods like Keifer to Jayjay. I want someone who can make a date list like Sevi to Elyse. I want someone who can comfort me and bring out the best of me like Clyden to Sam. Funny right? Andami kong sinasabe, panigurado naasar ka. Sorry na, I loveyou. Some of those aren't like you and it made me realize that they are their own and you are your ownself. You are my boo, you are my Detective Mangaran, the guy who claimed my first kiss.You'll always be that main character in every fake scenarios I keep and every story I write. You make me feel special in your own way. You made me fell in love with the small efforts you did and I appreciate you how you change some of your future plans for me. I'm sorry if I'm a little stubborn and childish sometimes. But, I want to say that I never regret kissing you that night even though I'm aware that our friendship is at risk. I love you, Boo. Happy Birthday at sana lagi mong alahanin na ikaw lang ang simula, gitna at wakas. -Your Future Doctor