A letter from Aug 20th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, You just got your left nostril peirced today. You're heading home, your life is a vibe. Oliver and Octavia are the sweetest things in your life. You aren't suicidal anymore. DO. NOT. GET. BACK. WITH. NOAH. You're with megan now and she's perfect. Its been 5 years, so I hope you're married by now. Maybe you've started planning for children. Maybe you're just traveling. Either way, I love you. Love your friends, and be good to them. You graduate next summer, hopefully our career is going amazing. Be easy on yourself. If you still haven't stopped drinking, it isn't worth it. Just because so many people have hurt you, doesn't mean you have to hurt yourself. What tattoos do you have now? I have my thigh flowers, NO., cactus, peace sign, ribs (unfilled), and a small lesbo sign that I hope heals. Its 2021 and the end of COVID (I hope...) . Please spend every minute of your life trying to be different, to make things weird, and to enjoy your life. Go camping lots, tell me to **** off, be naked and pee everywhere. Cherish Emily and Ty and Hollie, they are the best you will get. They are the best anyone will get. Never stop loving and kissing and caring about everyone. Don't start hating everything again, life is beautiful and that's not how you win. The only winning is happiness, be happy for me. You've been through enough, you deserve happiness. I love you, and so do lots of others. -Emilianna ♡