A letter from Aug 19th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, As you write this, you are sitting in your car by the river and it’s raining. Your mind is a mess. Your vibration is low. You took Rick back after he ghosted you in the winter and you have been living mental turmoil for over a year. Physical abuse so bad you called 911. all over his suspicious inappropriate behavior with young girls and his masterbating instead of good quality *** with me. mistrust runs in your mind every day over this topic. He tells you your wrong but you must trust what you see. You must trust what you have experienced. You found out he has 2 dating profiles, bookmarks on computer of pornography of young girl getting caught masterbating, hairy hot pics and he liked aylas hairy armpit pic,coincidence, idk but it all seems to be coming together now, the entire 7 year relationship. All the suspicions of girls, questions, confusion, lack of mutuality with ***, all the begging for him to connect with me ******** on a higher level other than just laying there motionless, uninvolved while I do all the work. You must leave this man but you are having trouble. I hope when you read this that it is finally over and you are on to better things. Solo Travel, music, nature. I hope that you are raising your vibration, and one day look back and think to yourself what did I ever seen inthis man. But have empathy for yourself that you’re a broken soul but now you’re not