A letter from Aug 19th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hi Nicole, i hope you're still doing well right now. Are you still happy about your decision on your life? Always forgive everyone:) Sana bago ka mag 18th birthday matupad mo na mga simpleng pangarap mo. Wag mong kakalimutan yung mga taong nag mahal, gumabay at sumuporta sayo bago mo yan marating. At kamusta na pala kayo ni Justine? okay paba kayo? kasi ngayon nagkaka misunderstanding kami parehas, ako naman kasi tong masyadong nag ooverthink kasi diba bawal pa until I turn 18? well satingin ko both of u are happy na. How about your studies are you still good at academics? I love you self. You're so strong to fight all these challenges you've faced. Sana ngayong mag 18 kana ay mabalik mo yung dating ikaw. Ikaw na palaban, hindi madaling sumuko at mapagmahal sana bumalik lahat sayo yan kasi ngayon nahihirapan na ako i build up ulit yung sarili ko. Pero syempre nandiyan si mama,si papa,si justine, si mami at iba pang mahal ko sa buhay. Mag ingat ka lagi ah, saka say hi sa future boyfie mo pero hanggat di pa 18 no boyfriends allowed and suitors okay? Be honest to mama. Build up your confidence sweety. You are beautiful,talented and a loving daughter ❤ You can do it. Say thank you to justine for always being by your side when you need someone to talk to. Thank him for everything that he does just to make you a better person again and for teaching you how to wait for someone you want to be with:) I hope your okay right now. Iyakin ka pa naman hahahaha. Say hi to mama ha, i really miss her na but after 5 months she will come home na and i wish she'll never leave our side again because its been 4 years until she left this country just to make sure na may nakakain kami sa araw araw at nabibili yung mga bagay na gusto namin. May lord guide you nicole. Always talk to God when you're feeling down and lonely 'cuz he can fixed anything what you asked for him. Everything will be fine. Just stay positive. Advance/Belated Happy Birthday my Dear Self i hope your happy about your life right now. Always take a good care. I love you see you again! -Rio Crizper Nicole R. Sucayan -August 20,2021 friday at 12:36pm -13 years old