A letter from Aug 18th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I probably have so many thoughts going on in my mind right now as I write this. For now I still find myself stuck on what ifs and what the future me would be like. I'm still not sure what path and dream I'd like to pursue. One day I want that thing and the next morning I'm doubting what if I can't. For some reason I keep doubting every decision I make. I'm stuck with uncertainty but I hope when I receive this letter I can be fully proud of what I am and what I've become as a person. I hope that in the future I don't focus on how things should be perfect rather than how happy it would be even if i messed up. I don't want to find myself as pretentious as I am now. I hope that when I receive this letter I can finally be true to myself to set back things that are weighing me and holding me from doing something greater. You're 19 as of today and 5 years from now you're gonna be 24. I hope you're now working on that dream of yours, to live on your own as that little kid in the past always wanted to be. I hope I can be genuinely happy for the rest of my life with the person I'm going to spend it with. "You're doing great! Don't let anybody keep you from doing so. "