A letter from Aug 17th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I really dont know where I am right now. It's been ten days since you left me with our plans.. My heart extremely feel the pain that I can't explain. How could you left me hanging and hurt me over and over again. You told me to wait for you so that we can be together in our future. Every night I think about you, my tears won't stop from falling. How did you give up easily like that? like is it so easy for you the six years we shared. and the most painful part you are having someone while we are still together. How could you do that to me? I thought I knew you a lot, I disregard those feeling of doubts because I give you so many chances eventhough there's no more in me. You dump me so easily without having second thoughts. I never forget the day you lied to me from the beginning until the day you broke up with me your still a lier. Idont want to put all the blamed in you because I know I had a mistake. I don't want to bother with you anymore because it's not my attitude to beg for someone to stay. I want you to know if you will read this letter, I forgive you eventhough Its really hard, not because I love you but because I want to move on and start over again with peace and being free from those memories. I want you to know that I hope the one that you choose right now will give you the happiness that I can't give. I will be ok, not now but I know I will be. I am really working hard for my progress now, and I dont want to look back again. In the future I know I will not be same, and In the future I will be full of lesson learned, ideas and perception in life. When I read this in the future I know I am fully recover from those heart ache and pain that you giveth to me. I leave it all here. - mae-