A letter from Aug 15th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hey. It is currently 11:56 pm. August 15th, 2021. I know things aren’t the best for you right now but just understand, I’ll always be proud of you when no one else is. You’ve come so far and I hope by the time this letter gets to you, you’re still standing on this earth. ❤️ You’re childhood wasn’t the best and I understand dwelling on it hasn’t helped you cope. “Dad” wasn’t the best, don’t blame mom for it even if she’s the reason you suffered. Also understand you don’t owe anyone anything, family or not, never keep a toxic person in your life. I know you never meant any of the harsh things you’ve said to her no matter how ****** she treated you. I know you still wish your dad liked you and loved you like your siblings, but I hope you learned to never guilt yourself for it. Love yourself more than anyone ever could baby, because you are all YOU have darling ❤️ Are you still with your boyfr(i)end? If so, I hope you’re still happy. Don’t blame yourself if it didn’t work out, you were too emotionally damaged from trauma and broken. It was probably best for your mental health. Speaking of, is your depression still bad? I hope you’ve found something helpful to help you cope. I know you tried fighting so hard to keep going, no matter how many nights you wanted it to end so bad. I hope you didn’t let your demons win darling, we can keep fighting, together. J