A letter from Aug 15th, 2021

hi! It has been a while since i wrote a letter for you or should i say me. You might receive this letter before the other 5 or more letters for i have wrote a lot. My mental health is not looking so good, and i dont know why. I've been crying myself to sleep, i don't have inspiration or even a will to be happy. I want to see a professional but i can't for we are in the midst of pandemic and also they i don't have a specific problem or not that im aware of that is causing my drainage and that makes it more difficult. But as you know me i don't quit and so should you. I know the problems that you're having right now is more difficult than what i have. But please remember that you don't come this far to only come this far. You are already tired, sad, angry, exhausted, unmotivated and invalidated, get something from it. finish it so it could be your reward