A letter from Aug 14th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I am LIVING MY BEST LIFE I am currently in Hawaii with my best friend Cherrqell. I just turned 21 a couple days ago, Cici will be 21 in a couple days. We just went on a double day last night the view was amazing, the vibe was amazing. Joshua had bright blue eyes and we saw a giant toad on the sidewalk lol. I honestly hope we keep talking when I leave. Maybe it was an amazing night and I should just leave it at that🤷🏻‍♀️ I’ve only been with 3 people before, he was AMAZING!!!!! HIS LIPS WERE SO SOFT and he was so nervous it was adorable. Joshua was such a gentleman he kept asking me if I was okay with what he was doing we literally had *** in the back seat of his jeep. The view was so beautiful. Just thinking about him and how he made me feel turns me on rn. He was so so warm and we held hands but we weren’t sweaty. I will never forget last night. Today we are going to climb the stairway to heaven! I’m so lucky to be alive. I want to live in this moment forever. Cici and I went to Pearl Harbor, submarine scootering, and we flew in Hilo. I felt more at peace on that island than I ever have before. The dream I had with Clay in the field is how content I feel at this moment. You are beautiful and kind and smart. Even though you feel insecure sometimes, it’s okay cause Joshua thought you were HAWT.