A letter from Aug 12th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I am struggling at the moment but wanted to write to you to check everything got sorted and that it got better. It got better right? Life's just a bit ****** at the moment. Overthinking has been my best friend recently. I can't help but think of a different life where I actually went out and lived. Where I didn't sit at home and watch everyone else live their life, endlessly wishing I could be like that. I am going to stay positive though, it will all work out and I will get what I want because I deserve it. I will be that ***** and nothing, not even the universe will stop me. So wipe your tears and put a strong face on, it's happening okay. I will make sure of it. I will make sure I get the life I want. I will run that 10k. I will get those grades and get into Uni. I will get that job. I will be happy. I will live my life. Because ultimately if I don't, I don't know what I will do.