A letter from Aug 12th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hey Aimee it's me from your past.By the time this letter reach you,you're probably 17 but I don't know cause I'm bad at math. You're probably reading this laughing at my grammar 😃 but I think in 2026 your grammar is advance. Anyways how are you? How is you life now? Is it bad? Is it good? Do you have a girlfriend? Are you skinny? I have a lot of questions for you today.Well I hope you're not straight tho and out to your parents now if not then there's still hope that they're not homophobic Well let me tell you how I have been now.Well there is this stupid virus called "Coronavirus" where lots of people are suffering from the disease and some died from it.Sad right?I'm not done yet continuing with suicide cases increasing through this pandemic some are suffering from ED,some are depressed,some are mad,sad all mixed emotions,going through parents divorce,race problem racism too lot other things that I can't really describe other things.The virus probably will have the cure in your time now but who knows this virus can last to 3000s but let's not hope that it will not. Well right now I'm dealing with fat shaming,people *********** me,being call ugly including works that has been assigned in school has being piled up and I'm just hopeless yk? I kind of seeing how sad and pathetic is the society,you're never enough in their eyes and you gotta improve and improve,more insecurities has being made and... horrible. I guess I gotta stop giving two ***** I suppose, but like I always do towards the negativity I just lean on them and yeah I guess I'm becoming more insecure over my red stretch marks,layers of fat,my ugly face,short and my big ugly wide body and thighs.I just want to be skinny pretty tall smart and a beautiful face.If I have a chance to change my face and body,I would be unstoppable probably trade my soul to the devil I don't care I would do anything to be anyone else but not my stupid ugly original face. Pathetic,that's what I am Fat,that's what I am Worthless,that's what I am Stupid,that's what I am Ugly,that's what I am Enough with my ramblings,it's ****** I would probably wrote an entire book by it.How about you now? Happy? Freedom? Skinny? Doing some drug? I'm just kidding I know you're never be doing that. Just know that whatever you are now I love you forever I will be there for you I will support you in every decision.Just stop caring about others cause they will disappoint you like everyone else.Care for yourself never be like me like this time I hope you choose the right choice and yk be happy I guess?