A letter from Aug 12th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, As I sit here typing this heartfelt letter, I can't help but wonder about you. Did you finally get the therapy and counseling you needed? Did you finally recover from your trauma and grief? Or at the very least, recognize that what happened wasn't your fault? You were just a child that grew to despise her existence but gave it another shot and found herself longing to take on another day. Have you found true love in yourself as well? At this moment, I recognize my care for you but I still have much time to spend with you and watch you flourish. I know I will love you, I can see it every time I stare into the bathroom mirror, those tears reminded me of how much you were there for me and how I will continue to be there for you. This year did bring forth a very charming surprise, what seems to be our first serious and healthy relationship. I know you struggle with emotions and vulnerability, but it will feel just right if they are the one for you. I am currently learning to undo all the toxic and overbearing impulsive thoughts and traits we faced in the first 21 years of our life. Did you get some done at least? I believe in you. Are you still with Alex? If not then I hope it was amicable. You will find your soulmate, it does take time. I have faith we will find happiness. They will help make you feel secure, to be safe and confident, is up to you. Only you can do that, I trust you will my dear. Don't do it, okay? It's just a bad moment, there is so much beauty in the world left, you are one of them and there are others like you, you just have to keep on finding them. I love you. sincerely, Me from the past P.S. You are an Aurora