A letter from Aug 10th, 2021

Hey Had, Today is... I don't know. I don't know how to be happy anymore. I just feel numb. Tired. I am sick. I feel depressed. My body is filled anxiety. I wanna wake up feeling great again. Currently, it's pandemic. COVID-19. Well, it's more than a year since this came into my country, Philippines, and... it even took my mama away from me. I've been job hopping for like an average of 3 months. I don't know how to be fulfilled. I don't even understand myself. What will make me motivated and happy. I hope you are OK there. This letter will travel to you 5 years into the future. And, I just wish that you are successful. You are alive. You are happy. You are not sick. You are not paranoid. You no longer have to worry about all the stress in life. I hope you are living your life now. I still have a lot of things to cope up to. I have to deal with all these things. Always know that you are far greater than who you think you are. Keep safe always and stay alive! Br, Had (2021)