A letter from Aug 8th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, i hope you’re doing right at the moment. i hope you’re enjoying life. i can’t wait what’s happened. are you married ? did you find someone? did someone fall in love with you or is it one-sided ? is mama supporting you for your choices ? is my sister married? did the world become worse or did it become a little bit better? did favorite lebanses girls come ? or maybe did you go to Lebanon ? do you have your own car (i’m currently STUDYING our CODE now, while writing this). did you succeed to lose a little bit of weight ? or is it still the same? where is our soulmate? is she still by your side or is she long gone ? do you have your BTS or are you still working at IKEA ? maybe are you pregnant ? i don’t know. life right now is not the best. i feel like the fact that mama ignored us for three whole days has left a big *** scar. i forgave her of course, who are we not to forgive. God forgave a lot of people when they asked for forgiveness. And in Sha Allah will he forgive us too. Ameen. is mama okay ? is papa ? did my brother have his diploma? is my sister working in a company like she wanted ? is tokyo revengers done ? to your eternity? vinland saga ? like— how’s our anime community doing ? disappointment is something i learned that’d still be a daily routine. so don’t be so sad, and try to smile through it. futureMe, are you happy ?