A letter from Aug 7th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, hey grown Alyssia, sending this out in the universe for you to claim in 5 years! i just wanted you to know that the reason i still haven't and will never give up is for you to blossom, for your dreams, your life changing surgery, your second ******* that will bring on curves and caves of happiness and relief from painful gender dysphoria. you might have been bullied, mocked, disowned, dreaded by a painful male body that doesn't align with your femininity, your hobbies, nature of self and sense, or your obsession of that one boy. but you're here for a reason, you were given this brain for a reason, this body for a reason, you were chosen to lead life as another black trans woman FOR A REASON!!! this world NEEDS people like us as much as they will deny us and our right of happiness and freedom. people might NEVER understand and think people like me are ill or crazy...but each one of us pre and post trans women knows our feelings are so much more than crazy. you will be beautiful in your own way, feminine, passable, loved and loving, and complete your dream of becoming a girl mom and a amazing career that you worked so hard for! always remember you don't need anyone but yourself! everything good and bad that will happen to you in these 5 years is for you to grow learn and expand from! your genitals don't define you, your unaccepting family doesn't define you, your relationships don't define you, only you and whats in your heart defines you. just look how far you've came in 5 years from today!!!so proud.