A letter from Aug 7th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, hey 23 year old me its 18 year old you Firstly , I want to congratulate u too on all the success u have had!!!!!!!!!! all the major and minor ones, the self growth uk!!!!!!!!! Congralations on everything !!!!! give yourself a pat on the back u deserve it!!!!!!! I just know u have achieved a lot in life and I am proud of u!!!!!! Well do u remember high school and how u were a loner and you're 18 and still have never been a relationship and have like 1 friend lol , just remember that u got thru all this **** stronger and better than ever even tho I have always wanted friends and a boyfriend I have felt like being lonely fits me I have always had big plans and expectations from the future uk and a lot of times things haven't gone as I want them too so I want u to know that even if things dont go your way I still love u. idk whether things will be better or worse but just remember I am still so in love w u. I love u. The love and relationship u have w yourself is imp. I was a loner in high school , im 18 and still have never been in a relationship , I got depressed and **** uk high school sike and not just this your mom died when u were 12 , your dad read your diary. and just so much of other bs but even after all the **** I went thru I still found so much to be grateful for in life. my sister, dog , my best friend, the hot chick who helped u make friends in high school. Just remember to always be grateful. always. u literally got thru high school on you own I am proud of me life was tough on me and I still made it thru. I made it thru the toughest parts of life just remember that there are so many things to be grateful for and your past is your past, u have a chance to change your future always I hope you r in a better place and healthy I just wrote 5 other things that I hope u have by now but the truth is I dont care. I dont care what u have achieved by now honestly I just hope you r happy and your *** fat. but the truth is I really hope u get what u deserve in life. u deserve it. I wish you were here so that I could hug u coz I literally have no one to hug rn lol I am lonely asf lol ahahahah I love u forever and always the relationship u have w yourself is the most important. I am in love w my future can't wait to meet her ps I really really hope **** got better do good and u will receive good. Always move in silence never question your fate ps I hope our dog is still ****. so much love for him. With love, A I hope your *** fat