A letter from Aug 6th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I wrote an email last night that you should've gotten three years from now. I wanted to write this one and send it five years into the future, think of it as a little check in. How are we? If my calculations are correct - which I doubt they are seeing as math was never our strong point - you should be almost 21 upon receiving this email. Have you achieved what you've always wanted to? I'm assuming you've moved out by now so how's London? Is it everything you expected it to be and more? If you didn't make it to London, what are you doing now? Are you still pursueing art? I hope you are. You've graduated for around 3 years now I think. How were the final exams? Did you get the high ATAR you needed? I hope your time management skills have gotten better because I'm procrastinating Chinese school homework rn. Was moving out financially difficult? I bet mom and dad cried when you said goodbye to them. I bet you cried. I'm crying now as I write this email. I know they haven't been the best support group for you but they've always tried their best for you. Please appreciate their sacrifices, please make them proud. If you've moved out by now please constantly call and check in on them, especially mom. Her back pain seems to be taking a toll on her despite her not saying anything to worry us. I can see her struggling though and the worst part is I can't do anything to really help her. Dad comes home late at night and barely does anything. I wish he would try and connect with us more but I suppose that's my fault. If I hadn't pushed him away so often maybe we would have a better relationship. Remember to take care of Kevin for me, don't get upset at him so often, he's trying his best too. I hope Blackie's happy, where ever he is. I accidentally forgot to send this earlier so now I'm finishing it off at 11:53 pm. Well anyway, I'm off to catch up on manhwa updates now. Good luck and take care! - your past self