A letter from Aug 5th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Today's morning I helped my mom and I have been studying Math to increase my score. My mood was so much good lately. Although I can't play with friends, across my house was noisy of the boarding's students. My room is upstairs and their room or whatever it is upstairs too. So i don't feel alone like before. Without pollution, it's really nice living here. But my family will move to another city far away and this house will be mine. i can't imagine playing with my universities friends in this house, going to the cheapest cinema called Kota Cinema Mall near Ruru's house. I hope so. Anyways, i was worried can i go to medical school then? my score isn't good enough lately but my spirits had increased from begin of high school. After all that depression and wanna ***** thoughts caused PTSD, i am feeling happier and happier now. And i want to make people happy too. i was like-if i give up yesterday, maybe i can't play annoying games like the mobile legend. i can't watch a horrible and make me insomnia such as Stranger things, um i know i was too late but it's ok. Our country was lack education:( hope it would get better soon. My sist is having the spirit to study as me! She wants to be a CEO. Canada is her dream country to study. Don't forget to read books, Queen Chia! I don't know how hard your situation is, because your life is a responsibility. If your plans are not as you expected, or your name being bad, remember i am here for you, your Younger-Self. I will always support you. Allah supports you. Your friends, Arin, Afnan, Ruru, Arya, Adhan, Byan, Aina, Putri, Sayyid. They all accept you. Promise to me you will always be grateful. G'bye!