dear me.

i'm bored as hell so imma send this to you. hi, i'm you (me) from the past. it's 2021 rn. i have online classes rn. i hope i'm still alive, in the next 5 years (your present rn). i'm single rn. i'm bad at english right now. lol. chile anyways so...i still have the same email? cool. i hope i'm still a swiftie (Taylor Swift's Big Fan) in the future. everything is so frickin hard rn, there's covid - 19 every where, you can't go out side, you can't meet your bestie right now (i really need her right now), you can't go EVERY WHERE. it sounds really depressing, so i hope everything is a lot better in the future. i hope i'm a designer in the future, but not just a designer. famous one. very rich, so i can help other people who needs help. i must be an adult now. i hope i found the perfect guy for me, who treat me a lot better than my exes. ok here's a baby name cuz why not boys : James, Finn, and Harry. and for girls : Betty, Holly, Lily, and Taylor. oh even Marlene, that's sounds cool. okay let me tell you what you're obsessed right now, on 2021. you're really a big fan of Taylor Swift, Harry Potter, The Marauders, Stranger Things, reading- uh- should i say it? wattpad. and you're really a big fan of making playlists on spotify. yk i'm just a ugly *** donkey rn. i hope i'm hotter in the future. that would be great. oops i'm cursing. mom would be mad if she saw this letter. she's a humble, but scary person. remember when she always make fettucini for breakfast? haha i hope i can taste that again in the future (your present). and dad. he's such an inspiring person. he never gives up. mom and i always helps him whenever he needs help. on 2020 he resign from his job. i thought he's gettin another one in just a few days, but i was wrong. he didn't get any job for one year. but that's isn't a bad thing. he can cook! remember when you used to taste dad's lasagna? that's what he's selling that time. surprisingly we got a lot of money from selling lasagna. and then after 1 and a half year, he finally got a job. he's a general manager at that beach hotel. it's such a beautiful hotel. now, it's time to talk about my sisters. one is a 10 years old and the other still 4. they're so annoying. but i love them. so much. oh and your grandmas and grandpas. well grandpa... he's- i don't wanna say it. you're listening 'Marjorie' by Taylor Swift all the time because of him. a great person he is. your aunties and uncles? they're great. last but not least, your best mate. she's always there for you. we're in the same online classes right now. it looks like she's writing some essay right now, but no. i think she's daydreaming right now, meeting harry styles. mood. she always talk about her future, becoming an actress. i supported her of course. here's her fav quote : "work hard, it pays off. barbz, stay in school. i hate lazy people." nicki minaj said that ofc. One more thing future me. Don't give up. One of the sure things in life, is that there will be ****. I mean, there's a whole kids book about it. But it is up to YOU what you do with that ****. Do you wanna have a ****** day or do you want to grow something? that's it shawty. you're a warrior. you're a brave woman. you're an ambitious person. you always fight for something you stand for. okay that's a bit dramatic, read that with a backsound or something, will you? fly me to the moon future me. just like bing bong said. okay that's it. bye *****- corvette corvette