A letter from Aug 4th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hey, hows it going there. Hehh to be honest i really didnt know how to greet ya. Just thinking bout me on there. Have u graduated from simping on 2d men? Did u still have that eating disorder? Are u still crying when u read manga or watch anime? Ive been really thinking. But you know , going through all that phase is not really bad, on that road we met diluc!! Our current fav character now hehh hope u still have that picture of him. Right now while writing this im literally crying you know!!? Why? Well i just played that tears of themis and hurt because of artem...also one of my Simping list. You know..... I just really want to know , do u have a job now? Have u gotten a lover? Will you remember me? I am now in a first week of third semester writing this i hope in a 5 years you got into our dream job career. But, if you dont... Im sorry. I should have study more for you , should have done more for you now . I knew i shouldve start exercising so you can have a better future but yet here i am...instead of doing all those im writing this to you in advance . Saying sorry while knowing i had dissapoint you ...im so pathetic . I hope you love yourself more okay . Wherever u r and whatever you r into now...im happy for us . Please take care alright. You have gone so far. If you still alone and dont have lover its fine, remember that we used to imagine those character being with us..there will always be. I think its should be enough now dont we? I really hope on the future everything will be better...its really hurting right now, all this pandemic and lockdown... Its hurt. Be happy alright and also, im sorry.