To my future husband a letter from 1st August 2021

Hey love This website was originally made for people to send letters to their future selves. Yet Here I am texting my soulmate.. What a lovely thing to receive a message from your lover while she is in the past! I wonder how you feel right now? Receiving a text from your fiancée that was sent 5 years ago . I want to check on you, how are you doing? Are you happy? Are you doing okay? Is life going well? Are you taking care of your health? Or still addicted to coffee?? Did you found the job that you love? At the end the point is discovering how to make life enjoyable. There are plenty of things that I want to ask you about.. I mean 5 years from now I bet we got married.. How is life with me? Are we doing good with responsibilities? How was our wedding? I bet I looked wonderful in that white dress having you beside me in a nice suit.. Uuugh I want to see the pictures. How about our dreams? Did we find the jobs we wanted? Do we have a kid? A cat? Well i hope everything is great there. I’m looking forward to the future with some good positive vibes.. And some big dreams on the hope that both would support each other to reach it all. Is covid still exists? That would be sucks.. It ruins my current present 😂💔 I hope we are doing good for each others, I hope we both still holding on to this relationship.. Both fighting for it no matter how complicated things may be. I hope we are doing our best for our new family. Do you still draw? I will be mad at you if you said no. I love your drawings and as I told you before you can turn it to career.. At least it is something you enjoy to do. Don’t give up on it. Are things getting better in the future? Well I dnk but at least we will have each others to pass it through. What could possibly change within 5 years? A lot I guess.. New inventions.. New sciences.. New technologies.. I hope more interesting stuff to be there. I love you, I always did, you have always been my peace when ever things were difficult and hard. By the way I wrote you a book of unsent letters . (It was a secret) . during the period when my dad was suffering from his illness I was at my worse emotional state ever. I shut myself off.. I wasn’t talking much even with you. Simply no words could describe how I feel and no sympathy was enough. So I started to write letters to you when ever I had those unbearable feelings.. I just write them down, late at night while I’m in my bed.. (like now). It helped me somehow.. The process of writing things to you.. Your existence in my life was enough.. Knowing that I can turn to you and find you there waiting for me. (for those letters I didn’t share them because they were sad.. Negative.. Depressive.. Dark.. Weak) I didn’t want to be seen like that. the point here is that you were the anchor that kept me holding still and not swallowed by the waves of those dark emotions. You saved your Jackdow. I don’t know what happened within these 5 years, I just want to remind you how much I love you and support you. Be strong and hold on during the hard days, make a lot of happy unforgettable memories.. GOD knows for how long we will live.. Do the things you love with the once you love. Dream big and work hard ♥️ and I hope and I wish you are smiling and happy during reading this letter.. I hope I’m sitting there beside you smiling. If that happened you own me a hug and kiss. That’s the charge for this letter (pay it in the future) and take me out on a date I missed eating outside covid and lockdown made it possible for me to go out so let me enjoy it in the future. I love youuuuuuuuuuu all the way from the past to the future !! ♥️♥️ Beyond time ♥️♥️