A letter from Jul 31st, 2021

Dear FutureMe, full of hw,you decided to do this instead,struggling a lot,like how can this upper form student surviving 10 subjects in a day,going through a lot of things,that was undescribable,already completed all the addmath syllabus,while the exercises just still in progress,started hating biology even though it was my purpose to take this stream.im literally not sure what is my passion in the future.because of others opinion so i took this.so am i.i had no idea of being like this,clueless to be sure.i dont even have an adoration,it was my old days admiring kpop,kdrama.now im just spending my time on tiktok,procrastinated,and s...tudying and being unbothered by anyone but noo next year was my senior year,1st vice chairman in my school club,name has been sent to mfls but not sure about the participation,gonna be sitting for big exam,new formattt,people sucksss,a lot of freakin traumatic flashbacks,and ofcourseee covid-19 case increases day by day like i know i hate school but it was my everythingg resources,i hate how i used to be and how i got treated there.but gladly they dgaf about me anymore so yeah no need to remember me.yeah bishh you are currently had admiration to that one person.your own teammate .that was unexpected thing ever happened,like how can it be like this till now.-wishing on dandelions all of the time,praying to god that one day you'll be mine- yeah that kind of phrase explained it.btw im living well with all i had.not sure about this path that im choosing,but im letting it flow.being a vet someday?ahaha im not sure let's hoping for passing my exam and spm with full of satisfaction,flying colours in shaa allah aamiin.success is my admiration,bright future is all i want,livin life with fully of gratefullness with permission of the almighty.im sending this to his birthday date