A letter from Jul 31st, 2021

Dear FutureMe, You probably won't remember this but then again you might because you have a weird habit of remembering random things, however your memory isn't nearly as good as your beautiful girlfriends. This letter isn't entirely going to be talking about her because I guarantee you'll remember all the memories you have with her if you jog your memory, **** it just show her these yourself. Remember by the riverside? sitting on that green bench right next to the bridge where you talked about how you feel? remember that time at the arcade where you got a nosebleed in the photobooth and came out traumatizing some kids? remember that moment by the riverside (once again, this time near the rowing storehouse) how pretty she looked in that very moment while you were holding her close. remember how she said "I wish we could be in that moment together" I have no doubt you wouldn't have forgotten that. Remember how much her eyes light up when she smiles at you. Remember Where'd all the time go by Dr Dog? that video in particular. She really is perfect and if you ****** this up and aren't with her buddy i'll slap the **** out of you. Right now the date is the 31/07/2021 and tomorrow you'll be going out with her. You are in year 10 and your current interests are basketball, music and not much else to be honest. You like drain gang, phoebe bridgers and many more. You're not extremely happy at the moment but Irish Jade is the light in your life and you're extremely greatful for her. I hope things improve for you and you travel the world (france and the Philippines) with her. I hope you're striving/strived for a good atar and time has travelled by really quickly since writing this. Check up on your friends, even though you've been through a lot and changed groups and schools you're still really close with alvin and the loyola group. (not the og one with ryan and adrian and them though) your current friends are Alex, Brendan, Emily. But that is probably subject to change now. Wishing you the best Lucas, I really hope life is doing better for you. I don't mean to be cringe angsty 16 year old but I really do hope its getting better and you don't become a giant failure. Spend time with those you love <3 This is the 5 year one. Also please I hope you have learned how to love yourself.