A letter from Jul 29th, 2021

hey love, how are you doing? this is being sent 5 years into the future so I think this is when you've completed your ug and your pg and are probably a year into a job. how is it? where are you working? is it at a criminal agency like you were planning? or are you doing a PhD? you're destined for great things, I hope you never truly forget that. life has not been fair to us, it really hasn't. but I think you made it right? you made it so all the effort i put in now will be worth it in the end, right? are you.... happy? satisfied? contented? i don't know, are you happy with the money you're making? or will be making? how's mom doing, does she have her studio and her business? did that MF i made for her break and reap the best benefits for her? DID U GO TO UNI W YAARA AND AMY?? OMG THAT'D BE SO COOL!! i hope u got into the uni u wanted hehe, how was the experience? did i do a good job, get the best grades and lived the life i wanted? i really hope you are. you're my beacon, my hope to keep going. i want u to know that i don't love me now, at least not completely. but i do wish u do, or at least some part of u loves u, cherishes u, is enough for u. u are enough my love, u always have been. did u ever make money from python? did u give that money to mom?? u better have future anya, u better have helped ur mother grow financially. how is sakshi? is she still the same as she is now haha? did she make some real awesome films and get nominated for super **** film awards? and the sifu girls, rora? where are they all? hahahahaha i have so many questions for u, i cant wait to see u, meet u, love u. i hope that when u get this, and when u read this, u have truly healed from everything that happened to me now. i hope you are so much more badass, so much more confident and capable of being every single thing u know u can be. do u have those tattoos u wanted hehe? you are so ******* beautiful in short hair, i hope you have the strongest scalp haha. i really hope you're where i wish i am in 5 years. i really do. please hold on for me, i wont be long, my love.