A letter from Jul 29th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Listen before I go. That's the music that I had been listening lately. Dear self, I'm writing this message to you hoping you will receive it 5 years from now. I'm already on the edge. I didn't know if I can handle this, it's too much. I feel myself slowly giving up. Life has been hard for me this past few months. Incase that this message will reach to you after 5 years, i just want to say congrats! You've made it, life is so hard and i know you're really doing your best to survive now. Keep fighting and if one day, you realize u can't fight anymore, i just want to say it's okay. I've seen myself fighting to live, maybe it's time to rest. I'm so lonely that i think no one can see through me. Guys, hurry 'cause I'm leaving soon. You will received it on your birthday, hopefully you're 25 that time.