A letter from Jul 28th, 2021

Dear Car, Today is July 28th 2021 and I’m leaving in a few hours to go to Sweden for a month. I genuinely don’t know what I’m going to do without you. I know I’ll just cry and cry and cry on the plane. I’m sitting in the fort we built listening to the cassette I made for you for our 6 month anniversary. You have no idea how much I love you. I love how thoughtful, creative, selfless, caring, and how comedic you are. I don’t know why I used the word comedic but I like it. It’s silly. You are funnier than bueller and that’s saying a lot. I hope that by this point in your life (22 I think?) you see yourself the same way I see you. You are the most incredible person and you genuinely deserve the world. I know this letter sounds fake deep but it’s true!! I want you to love yourself and recognize how worthy you are of love and happiness. And I hope you understand how incredibly beautiful you are. Hot AF!! Car, you’re so **** and hot and beautiful;) Anyways, don’t settle for anything. Open that ******* vintage store, make films, take pictures! You can do whatever you want and I hope you follow your passions and do what you love. It makes me so sad that at this point we probably don’t talk at all. Right now I spend more time with you than anyone else. I’m always at your house playing with quirk and bueller and watching films with you. Please please text me and tell me you got this letter. Would you be rockin with going out for coffee? You are honestly the best thing that has happened to me. I love you so much. Lastly, did we ever ****? I hope we did and I hope it was great. We can’t be like Bella and Edward (who never ****). Thank you for everything. You’re an amazing girlfriend. **** I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I have no doubt that our relationship is better than everyone else’s. EVER. We are better than everyone. You already knew that though. Straight people would never be as great as us babe. Are you famous now?? Do you still go to goodwill everyday?? I’m just writing random things now. I miss you. Even though you’re right next to me. But I won’t be when you’re reading this. Sorry I’m delirious just writing my thoughts. Please text me now don’t be scared I want to see you.