A letter from Jul 28th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, how are you? Yesterday, July 27, 2021, evening, tinawag ako ni daddy para kausapin kami ni kuya regarding our future inside this never-will-end pandemic. Sabi nya, yung mga trabahong gusto namin ay hindi daw magwowork, dahil iba na ang sistema ngayon dahil sa pagbagsak ng economy. After an hour of talking, the way I viewed my future took such a great turn and my life flickered to the point na it's all what I will think about for a good while. Kasi I have knack of imagining my future. He wants us to enroll for the PMMA, and be coast guards like him. Yung future na iniimagine ko na pagiging flight attendant or manila city girl, HAHAHAHAHAHAA it's all gone!!! But then, ayaw ni kuya. He declined the offer kasi hindi nya mavisualize yung future nya as sa ginugusto ni daddy para samin. Mommy was silent, I know for a fact na hindi nya gusto yung thought na nag ttraining akong hardcore at malayo sa pamilya all the time. This is why I'm telling you this. Natuloy ba? If yes, how are you feeling about it? are you happy? I hope you are. Kasi the moment I learned about it, I was thrilled. I was excited. I would definitely love it, I thought. At first I cried, because I was shocked. 4 hours away from home and no cellphone everyday?! Man, I teared up. You know how in love I am with my phone and how lazy and dependent I am. But the more elaborated it was to me, the more I found it fun and bearable. I like adventures. And I like to be unique and one of a kind. So kung natuloy nga, you should be in your 2nd year??? Kapag natuloy talaga, I'm so ******* proud of you. Just hang in there, don't be a quitter, love what you're doing, and always be strong and happy. It will all be worth it. Have you made new friends btw? I would love that. Meanwhile, I will stop yip yapping about PMMA, cause, who knows? Things could still change through these next 5 years and you could have chosen a different career path. And even if that's the case, I AM STILL ******* PROUD OF YOU!! Ang lakas ng loob mo, and for sure, you made the right decision. Once you read this, which I hope you do, write another letter for when you graduate 😉😉😉 love ya.