A letter from Jul 28th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, hey raf how are you? its been what 5 years since you wrote this letter... are things new to you? are you on a better place now? perhaps a proper job or a lovely partner, who knows if you have a girlfriend or a boyfriend ahhahahaa, well i know that things are still tough on you sine its your first year of being an actual adult, but looking back raf... i am very proud of you and what are the things you accomplished... you managed to be your own person while still helping others. how alfonzo? do you still remember him? or perhaps youre still together? idkbut i hope you guys still do. have you come out with your father yet? did he found out already or you told him? if not maybe this is the right time for you to say it to him... hes your father anyway. are you happy? did the future became too tough to us? are you tired? are you slowly giving up? well if thats the case... yes raf you can rest... but please dont leave them behind... dont leave your brother or your friends behind... they still need you... they love you... and i hope you find your happiness again. Raf dont be too hard on yourself ok? you've done a great great job on helping others and now its time for you to help yourself. i love you raf.... from your past self i know you hate yourself but know that at some chapter of your life there's a time you loved yourself and that chapter is where i am now. Im proud of you despite of your flaws and failures. Your ok raf.... you will be. -Raf 2020